Love Hatred & Betrayal

Half a year since you updated.. wut

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 21:15:05 -0400

I figured you guys just stopped reading it.. I’m sorry for not updating. If people are still waiting for an update ( which i doubt ) i can probably post it considering its a long weekend xx

missing this fanfic so much plz hurry :)

Wed, 12 Dec 2012 02:33:39 -0500

I know its been ages but its on pause for now. ill start writing again soon, i have some personal stuff i sort out and it hard for me to write when i have so much stuff going on, im so sorry! xxx

will a new chapter be coming up soon ??

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 03:13:53 -0500

I’m still writing it, i’ve only managed 700 words xx

I haven't lost interest in the fanfic! :) I get that you're busy but please keep writing when you have time Xx

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 07:34:30 -0400

thank you

I really am so so so sorry for taking so long x

Update soon please x

Tue, 16 Oct 2012 00:32:21 -0400

I will, i’m so sorry for the wait xx

PLEASE don't listen to that stupid anon !! im not logged on to my tumblr but i wanted to tell you that i really enjoy this fanfic and i would like to see it continue but, if you are too busy and dnt want to continue that is okay. SOME people understand what its like to go into senior school and be busy :) so dnt let that piss you off xx

Tue, 16 Oct 2012 00:32:01 -0400

I want to continue but I’ve been busy but I’ve got some free time this week so I’ve started writing it

don’t worry i wont delete this. i appreciate your patience

Thank you for understanding xx

i have seriously had enough of waiting for you to upload chapters. the other girl should never of given it to you. you arn't dedicated to this fanfic anymore so i won't be either :) thank you for your time

Fri, 12 Oct 2012 07:24:33 -0400

I have work, Im going into senior school im actually really busy, & tbh i thought u guys lost interest because everytime i post a chapter barley get any feed back & you know what. if i didn’t take over this fanfic. it would be gone

but u know what its fine.

I’m done.

thank you for your input :)

Love, Hatred & Betrayal ~ Chapter 21

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 06:10:50 -0400

Kim’s POV ~

Time just seems to fly by when you’re talking with these boys. It was nice meeting them and getting to know them. They make Harry smile, which is a good thing because I haven’t seen that boys genuine smile for a while. Everything was going great until I picked up my phone to check the time only to find several miss calls and texts, mainly from my mother and some friends from school.

“Shit! Harry I’ve got to go! Mums going to kill me!” I shot up from my seat before making my way up stairs to collect my stuff. Harry soon followed me into the room as I began dressing myself in the dress I had worn the previous night

“You don’t have to put that dress back on you know?”

“Well what else am I meant to go home in then?” I asked sarcastically

“You can keep my jumper, I don’t wear it that often anyway” he shrugged before picking it up and offering it to me.

“Thanks” I mumbled before slipping it over my head.

I walked downstairs and said quick good byes to the rest of the boys before getting driven home by Harry.

When I arrived it seemed as if nobody was home, I quietly snuck upstairs into my room but before I could get there I heard the door across the hall from me open.

James was standing outside his door with his arms cross and a serious looks spread across his face

“Where were you?” he asked calmly

“At a friend’s house” I answered before opening my bedroom door to go in

“Which friend?”

“Dose it matter?”

“Yes, because you were there all night and mum and I were worried sick!” he shouted

“What are you my father? I don’t have to tell you anything! Leave me alone”

I walked into my room just as I was about to close the door

“You stayed with Harry Styles didn’t you?” I froze on the spot, he stood there waiting for my response

“How did you- what makes you think it Harry?” I sound like a brat right now but I honestly couldn’t care less who is he to give me a hard time for staying a friend’s house.

“Because, I saw those pictures online, and everyone saw you two leave together”

“did you tell mum?”

“Didn’t have too, she’s seen the pictures for herself” shit. The only thought running through my mind was the fact that I was completely screwed.

“where is mum?” I asked nervously

“she’s gone to the shops, she’ll be back soon”

Half an hour later I heard the front door close and sound of the keys been tossed on the kitchen counter

I sat in my room quietly as I listened to the footsteps get louder and louder until my door sprung open and my mum stepped in, I couldn’t tell if she was angry or glad that I was safe.

“Hi mum”

“Kim, you’re home? Where were you last night?” she asked calmly which was rather weird considering my brother had mentioned that she was worried sick

“I stayed with a friend”

“You stayed at Harry’s didn’t you?” she already knows the answer why is she asking

“Yeah” I mumbled back

“Well as song as you were safe”

“You’re surprisingly calm considering the fact that you were worried sick?” I asked

“I was worried, but I know you’re not stupid, if anyone, it was you’re brother who was freaking out” I looked at my mother with the most puzzled look before she burster into laughter

“Why do you look so surprised? Even though you guys argue he still worries as cares about his sister you know” I couldn’t help but smile, I guess she right, even though I may not always see it but my brother has always been there for me.

“I’ve just got to know one thing? Why the sudden change? Didn’t you go with Josh?”

“It’s a long story mum” I sighed

“I’ve got time” she replied before getting up and closing the door and making herself comfortable on one of the chairs

Harry’s POV~

The following days have seemed so surreal, everything around me gets block off and I’m often just left sitting there thinking to myself until one of the guys snaps me out of my moment.

Its Monday morning now, I haven’t spoken to Kim since Saturday, everything should be okay but I haven’t heard from her since so I guess you could say I’m a little bit worried.

As I walked through the hall ways I couldn’t help but feel like every set of eyes were on me. I could hear my name being faintly whispered by students at their lockers as I passed by. I finally spotted Kim, she was standing at her locker at the end of the hall by herself avoiding eye contact with anyone that passed by her. I wasted no time and made my way straight towards her

Everyone was watching as I pulled her into a hug and kissed her on the cheek, by now half the kids in the school probably know about us so there really is no use hiding it anymore.

“Kim are you okay?” I ask as I gently moved the strands of hair behind her ear so I could get a better look at her face.

“Everyone hates me Harry” she mumbled, I could hear the sadness in her voice and it just broke my heart

“Don’t think like that, Kim everything will blow over its going to be alright”

She pushed her self away from me and stepped aside and gave me a full view of her locker, written upon it in thick red paint was the word “Whore” the paint still looked fresh, I ran into the bathroom and got some paper towels and began scrubbing off the paint until all that was left was red stain from the paint that has dried and seeped through.

“Come on I’ll walk you to class” I grabbed her hand and we began walking to English.

There was more to this chapter but i’m going to post it in chapter 22

but yeah anyway, sorry for the long wait, i know this isn’t exactly a interesting chapter, but this is what fillers are for, ill post the next chapter soon, my school holidays start in a few days so i’ll have more time.

so thank you for reading, love you guys, thanks for being patent with me and ill have the next chapter soon xx

what's a filler? well anything right now would be good enough :)

Sat, 15 Sep 2012 21:45:20 -0400

its basically a chapter that doesn’t really have a plot or much drama, just the after shock of the previous chapter just to fill in whats happend and blah blah blah, ill post it xx

helloooo :( are u even alive! this is torture !

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 08:18:12 -0400

Hi yes i’ve alive, thanks for your concern :P im sorry for keeping u guys waiting, i’ve written chapter 21 but its so boring i didn’t know what to write about in this chapter so i guess i can post it as a filler :/

plz plz plz upload !! plzzzzzz

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 08:18:07 -0400

I’ve written like 1,100 words but i don’t know where this chapters going, i can post it just as a filler.

i hope you start writing again soon :) i really miss this fanfic and it was starting to get really good !! xx

Thu, 06 Sep 2012 18:46:16 -0400

Well, Considering today i wont be going to school I guess i’ll finish writing it :) xx

sorry its been ages since i've posted, you guys have probably forgotten whats been happening in the previous chapter so let me just fill ya'll in :)

Mon, 03 Sep 2012 08:40:00 -0400

basically, Kim & Harry have been discovered by Josh & Claire at the school dance, photos of kim & harry have surfaced on the net causing drama and rumors & have pissed off management and have triggered an emotional/fragile state for Harry. All the boys have flew in to comfort and support harry & get to know kim and sort out all the drama that have begun boiling.

party is just getting started xx

i’m so sorry for not updating, i’ve recently gotten a job and i’ve been heaps busy, also with school and everything so i’m trying my best xx

that's okai :) but will you be writing another chapter soon ?

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 03:17:22 -0400

Yes, I’ll try writing it tonight, i haven’t been home lately

thanks for being so understanding xx

Hows the writing going? :) x

Thu, 23 Aug 2012 06:39:20 -0400

SHIT! i completely forgot! i’ve been working all week! i’m so sorry!

hey do you think another amazing chapter could possibly be in the process of being written and hopefully being uploaded? :)

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 03:43:22 -0400

i’ll try, I’ve been really busy this week. i’ll start writing it tonight hopefully it will be up by friday, maybe. xx

When I came to your blog I gave up in trying to find it.

Thu, 09 Aug 2012 02:23:22 -0400

awww, well know you know ahaha! xx

I looked at malikfreak and said no to myself. STUPID!

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 06:06:15 -0400

hahaha what do you mean u said no? :L

oh and as promised…. I said i’d tell you my secret identity (LOL) once i post chapter...

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 06:14:00 -0400

oh and as promised….

I said i’d tell you my secret identity (LOL) once i post chapter 20 soo..

My tumblr is malikfreak and I’m already following you Tahnee xx

Love, Hatred & Betrayal ~ Chapter 20

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 06:10:14 -0400

Kim’s POV ~

This could not be happening, a photo of me and Harry, leaked onto the internet, god knows how many people have seen this by now. I honestly felt sick to my stomach. Louis noticed my reacting and grabbed the laptop “No, Don’t” I gasped, I didn’t want him to see the photo, in fact I didn’t want anyone to see it, but that didn’t stop him, he opened in back up and his eye’s widened in shock and the screen loaded. “W-when was this taken?” he asked calmly as he shut the laptop back up, I looked at Harry, hoping he could answer but he was still quiet

“Tonight, not long ago actually” I mumbled, how did this happen? There was no one else around, accept… Claire, it all made perfect sense now.

“Harry? What did Claire say to you?” I asked and I knelt down in front of him, he was still quiet, his cheeks still tear stained and his nose was a bit runny

“Harry, please don’t be upset” I asked

“I’m just scared Kim, this could just be the reason I’m taken out of school, I’ve come so, far after the exams Its all over, my career will take over my life and we have as much time together, I just want to spend my last months in a normal high school with you, and now… now Claire’s gone and done this and t-this could be it Kim, I’m not ready to separate from you ” I’ve never seen such a vulnerable side of Harry, it was heart breaking, I’m just hoping for the best right now, but I’m expecting the worst. This won’t die down just yet, in fact it’s only just started. I just hope my family doesn’t see this.

“Harry, listen to me, it’s alright, you’re not going anywhere until you graduate high school, It’s going to be okay, I promise” it amazed me how well Louis could handle Harry so well when he’s in such a fragile state. “Kim, would you mind taking Harry up to his room, I have some phone calls to make” I nodded before holding my hand out for Harry to take and we started walking to his room.

We walked in and he began to strip until he was only in boxers, people weren’t kidding when they said the kid likes to be naked, I gave him and kiss on the cheek “Don’t worry Harry, I promise it will be alright, just get some rest, I’ll see you tomorrow” I whispered before walking to the door “Wait! Kim!” he shouted, I peeked my head back in to the room

“Yes?”

“Will you… stay with me tonight?” he asked as he bit his lip nervously

“As in, sleep with you?”

“Uhh.. yeah.. I mean only if you’re comfortable with it?” he mumbled, I couldn’t help but smile, he looks so cute right now, trying to get me in bed with him.

“Sure… I guess, but I don’t have anything to sleep in” a smile creped on his lips

“Well.. you can always sleep Na-“

“No! nice try” I said as I added a sarcastic laugh

He walked over to his wardrobe until he pulled out a purple jumper

“Will this do?” he said as he threw me the oversized jumper to my direction. I shrugged my shoulders then signalled Harry to turn around as I slipped off my dress and quickly pulled the jumper over. It just covered my bum which was good enough I guess. I turned back to Harry and realized he was watching me as I got changed.

“Pervert” I giggled before jumping on the bed and burring myself in the blankets

“Hey! Save some room for me!” he announced and turned the light off and jumped on the bed landing right on top of me.

“Ouch Harry! You’re squashing me!” I giggled and he rolled around kissing me over and over again while tickling me.

“Shut up you love it!” he giggled before rolling off me.

“No, I love you” and I moved closer to him until our lips finally met. At first it was just a slow savouring kiss but it soon turned heated. God knows how many minutes passed by as Harry and I continued to passionately kiss under the blankets, he rolled over so he was hovering above me before reconnecting our lips, I could feel him smiling into the kiss before slowly making his way to my jaw line and neck. I let out a quiet moan as he found that sweet spot on my neck and began sucking and biting softly, leaving a mark there. Clearly satisfied with my reaction he continued to do so on the other side of my neck.

I felt his hand slowly creep under the jumper, he grazed my stomached softly before tugging on the bottom of the fabric that was covering me, signalling me that he wanted to take it off. I detached from his lips as he pulled the jumper over my head and threw it to the other side of the room, there was really no point of him giving me that jumper in the first place now. He attacked my lips again and I felt his tongue graze my bottom lip, I parted my lips, granting Harrys tongue entrance as we began fighting for dominance, dam this boy was eager tonight. I ran my hands through his soft curls as he began kissing down my jaw again, I let out a gasp and pulled on his hair as he started kissing that spot again. He snaked his hand up my waist till he got to my bra, I could feel him slowly trying to unclip it, but I jerked away and he stopped straight away.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be forceful” I he spoke softly, his hot breath hitting my face.

“Its okay Harry, it was just a shock to me that’s all, I mean..”

“We don’t have to do this tonight. I don’t want to force you into something you’re not ready for”

“no it’s not that, it’s just…” I honestly didn’t know what to say, I want this I really do, but I wasn’t expecting things to go this fast. I just pulled Harry back down and kissed him again. He got the idea and began to unclip my bra. He pulled away and smiled at me before I slowly began pulling down his boxers.

Shit just got serious.

He grabbed my hand and looked at me “Kim, are you sure?” he said in a shaky tone

“I’m sure” I whispered.

Everything went by in a flash, before I knew it we were under the covers, completely bare. This being my first time, I was rather nervous but Harry was taking it nice and slow, trying to be as gentle as he could.

“I love you so much” he panted, his hot breath hitting my face as I arched my back and let out a strangled moan before we both reached our high.

By the end of it all we we’re both panting and sweaty, he collapsed beside me and we both just laid there looking up at the celling trying to catch our breath

“That was….”

“Amazing” he finished, I rolled over on my side so we were face to face, he pulled me and closer and we cuddled for the rest of the night.

“I want to stay like this forever” he said as he played with my hair

“Me too” I mumbled, I was slowly falling asleep in his arms, I’ve never felt so peaceful and safe in my life. What happened at the dance didn’t matter right now, our worries gone. What’s to happen in the next few days, who know’s? Maybe things will get better or maybe worse but right now I couldn’t care less because at this very moment all that matters is here and now.

“I love you Kim” he whispered

“I love you too” I mumbled back before closing my eyes and falling into a deep sleep.

Harry’s POV ~

I woke early in the morning, which is weird for me, I looked to my right only to find Kim still sound asleep, I didn’t want to wake her so I crept out of the bed and pulled on a pair grey track pants before going down stairs to make myself a cup of tea. When I got downstairs I was shocked, Louis was awake but that’s not what surprised me, Zayn, Liam and Niall were all gathered in my living room watching TV.

“What are you lot doing here?” I asked as I went up to each of them and gave them a hug

“Louis called us last night, we all arrived this morning” Liam answered

“Niall, how did you get here from Ireland over night?” I asked

“I wasn’t in Ireland, I was at Liam’s for the weekend, how convenient right?” he chuckled, I missed these guy’s so much, it was good to have them back with me.

“Hey, Harry? What’s that on your neck?” Zayn asked, he had a massive grin on his face, he knows exactly what that is. Bloody bastard just had to draw attention to it.

“Is that a love bite?” Liam announced, I couldn’t help but turn slightly red as all their eyes were diverted to the love bite on my neck

“Someone got some action last night” Niall mumbled to Zayn ear and they both giggled

“You have no idea” I completely forgot Louis was home last night too, well this is awkward.

“Sorry Lou” I mumbled before going into the kitchen to boil some water.

When I came back to the living area the boys were all gone except for Louis,

“where’d they go?” I asked

“Upstairs” he replied, shortly after I heard an ear piercing scream and a loud thump followed by roaring laughter from my room.

”what have they done now?” I said to myself as I raced up the stairs.

The boys were standing by my door, I pushed passed them and found the blanket on the floor with two feet sticking out from underneath. I lifted it up a bit just so I could see Kim’s face. She was so red and she looked absolutely mortified “I’m sorry about them”

Kim’s POV ~

The following morning I woke up from the most blissful sleep I’ve had in a long time, the room was too bright for me to open my eyes so I just rolled over hoping to find Harry and cling onto him until I could fall back asleep, but all I seemed to find was a cold empty side of the bed. I patted around the bed trying to find Harry, my eyes were still closed, and eventually I gave up and slowly opened them. Harry’s side of the bed was empty. Where did he go? I sat up and rubbed my eyes before doing a massive stretch, I had the blanket over my body due to the fact that I was still naked under it. I looked over to the doorway where three boys were standing, just looking at me, I screamed and fell off the bed, thank god I was still wrapped in the blanket though, I heard laughter coming from the door way. This is so embarrassing, I just pulled the blanket over myself until my head was hidden, hoping the boys would go away.

I heard foots steps coming closer to me until the blanket was slightly lifted up enough just so my face was visible, I was met by a pair of green eyes and a mop or extremely messy curly hair

“I’m so sorry about them” he said before helping me off the floor

“Guys get out!” he shouted before the three boys scattered away leaving me and Harry alone.

“That was the most embarrassing moment of my life Harry” I mumbled and I tried to keep the blanket around my body

“really? What about that time at school when-“

“Don’t bring that back up!” I shouted and I ran my fingers through my hair.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know they we’re in here until I heard you scream” he began chuckling mid-sentence

“It’s not funny!” I whined, he just smiled and kissed my forehead.

He left the room for a quick second before coming back in with some clothes

“Here put these on, there my sister’s old track pants”

“I’ll meet you downstairs” he kissed me on the lips before walking out of the room, I grabbed the jumper that was still in the middle of the room where Harry had thrown in last night. I slipped it on and tied my hair up into a messy bun.

When I got down stairs and all eyes were on me. I felt so awkward.

“Morning love” Louis cheered as he handed me a cup of tea, I gave him a friendly smile before walking over to the couch, there was no room for me to sit so I resorted to sitting on Harry’s lap.

“Hi, sorry about before, ughh.. We didn’t mean to frighten you, I’m Liam by the way” I shook his hand and smiled before introducing myself to him, he seemed really sweet.

“I’m Niall, and this is Zayn and we’re really sorry too” the blonde boy spoke in a thick Irish accent

“it’s okay boys, I’m Kim by the way, nice to meet you” I smiled before taking a sip out of my cup.

“People going all the way, Yeah all the way”

So Umm.. basically, this was a little bit awkward to write, i didn’t want to get to detailed so i tried to keep that part short.

sorry for the random end, haven’t exactly figured out what to write from there, but this is chapter has over 2,000 words so i hope that’s enough for now, I’m really busy with school right now, also I’m sorry if i miss spelled something, i honestly didn’t check it properly to be honest, I just rushed through it so i could post it